This feelin'

it has been a long time for having this kinda feelin. and i just realize it in the beggining of this year but i'm not quite sure until now but day by day have passed and this feelin' keep growing fast and developing uncontrolled. but still i'm still not sure for this feelin maybe this is just a curiosity ? love ? admire ? or what ? DONT KNOW! << stress out >.<

dunno whatodo with this kinda of feelin'. jzt ignore it ? or just let it grow ? or i have to confess it honestly ? since i'm a woman, i must be have pricipal that i can not broke that easily. in my dictionary woman just have to waiting and waiting and waiting and be optimist that if he will be the-only-one or soulmate, God will have His own way to unite me and him . but as a woman honestly, waiting is the hardest part. But even it's hard, i dont have any idea to break my principal and confess this feeling easly bcz maybe i'll regret it someday.

the only one i can do is just loving and let God devise the rite time for me to meet my rite-one. :)

GBU.